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Psychotic-awkward.
A day with You
Sino ba ako SAYO??
This day is a crazy day for me.. All i did in the morning is to Draw my “Rehabilitation Center Thesis” 8:00-12:00 in the Noon.. Then 1:30 when we Go to chicken Ati-Atihan to eat “LUNCH“ 1:00 When we finally she my X cus her Best friend has a major trouble with her “Girl Friend“ WE WHERE OK TOGETHER WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS TALKING AND ENJOYING OUR COMPANY.. 4:00PM when we go to “Ilocos Top” and eat when i really cant tell the fact why she is so much bitter on me.. hindi ko alam kung bakit niya nasabi yun. .. Jeremy: Cno ba xa?—- telling to to his friend..(oo, ako tinunutukoy niya) Hmmn,… hindi ko alam kung bakit nasaktan ako dun sa word na yun.. SINO BA TALAGA AKO SAKANYA?? x, ako lng nman ung iniwan niya… masakit man aminin pero totoo.. (parang ako ung dahilan kung bakit kami WALA ngayon), ginusto ko ba to.. hindi naman ako ung nagdesisyon.. ANG SAKITSAKIT PALA PAG GANUN.. SANA HINDI NALANG PUMUNTA SA PUNTONG GANUN NA TALAGA… SANA… TANONG : SINO BA TALAGA AKO SAKANYA?? (CRYING) Quote of the Day: NONSENCE LIFE Drawing is all i did! :D
I weak up 8:30 in the morning with AN “H.A.P.P.Y” face.. because i really don’t know why?? I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA.. then 10:00 i decided to work with my drawing… let say it kinda “BORING” but at list i did it already, pero hindi ko padin maiwasan na isipin siya.. alam mo na.. i miss her.. but she didn’t miss me at all.. “THE SADDEST PART OF ME” I WISH SHE’S HERE… PERO iba kasi namimiss niya.. hindi ko alam.. at “Ouch in my Part” Just a saddest thing in my life! # single :| Who is Jeianne??
look around you, Confusing?? Yeah right
It was a great morning a morning with let say not enjoy, but not that boring Morning.. When my alarm Clock rang.. it was 9:00 in the morning when i decided to get up and let say stared to wonder what my i going to do. that one friend text me Princess Joy Patoc, my x cousin as me to talk to her in school so i suddenly STOKE up my bed and go to Bath Room to take a shower, and dress up.. and i did’nt yet it Breakfast haha.. 10:30 AM wen i arrived to school than i already run to see PJ because she feels bad about what happened to her and her girl Friend (Yes, PJ is a Lesbian) but she is supper nice that’s why all of the people she mingle with is so nice to her… Of course her problem is of limits ( Only me and PJ know) i cant tell you in the Public Website you know.. but anyway.. after an minute or something… like 30 minutes to be exact she went to her class until 12:00 that i was waiting for that time my x boyfriend chat with me and as me “Kumusta??” i was so confused if why is he asking me that because, like when we text each other we seems that he don’t want to text me or something because his busy texting her most likely “GIRLFRIEND but not her GIRLFRIEND”... maybe you know what i mean.. then she started to act like sweet that their is no problem at all.. hindi na kmi.. but when me see each other parang kami.. Weird nga eh.. hmmn.. where like a couple without Being a Couple.. hayy.. gulo Why is he doing that that’s the Puzzle of that is he still love me.. or just a rebound.. we become sweet for 5 hrs.. like holding hands, hugging, etc.. but i cant resist my self to stop it because i do still love him.. but why is he like that. we he has love or like.. then 7:00PM when i go to watch the Fiesta of Ilcoos Norte, 8:00PM when i she Jeremy Patoc (my x) and the girl Sheila Munar… together that broke my heart so bad.. but i cant do anything.. and just ignore it.. then 8:35 when Jam, Chardace, PJ, Kleo and i, so i text him to look for us at Ilocos top ( its like the 7/11 in Manila) 9:00 when he came to as and he became sweet agin.. hmmn… ano ba to!! 9:30 when we decided to Go home We say goodbye and jeremy “k.i.s.s.e.d” me.. whats that for.. hmmn.. so i thought wen wrote a new chapter in our life but i guest not im just a special Person to him.. just “S.P.E.C.I.A.L” Status: Confused Poppyheads #single :| Single yeah RIGHT??
This is the day of my life with No “LOVE LIFE”a single status that i will live for a life time..i really don’t know if i gonna fall in love again at the first place but i really can;t change the fact that i still love my “EX BOYFRIEND” i know this is crazy that i still hoping that she will came back with all her (yah her.. my boyfriend is a __________, and ever though she’s like that i still love and care for her like a true Natural “MAN”) hearts. I STILL WANT HER BACK.. I STILL LOVE HER JUST LIKE BEFORE I REALLY CANT DENY THAT.. PERO KUNG KAMI TALAGA… THERE WILL BE A TIME NA MAGIGING KAMI ULIT.. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP HER IN MY HEART FOREVER… AS OF NOW I’m happy without any man in my life right now because i know that i have some “FRIENDS” that is always there for me Thur Think and Thin..
giving my self a break to know my self allot.. Statues: SINGLE Its Complicated!
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